Sometimes, I just found myself too easy to had some strange feeling with girls...

 

Just would like to ask myself,

Am I LIKE them? or I just like them as Friends...

 

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Dear DU893,

 

You're beautiful beyond description,

Too marvellous for words,

Too wonderful for comprehension,

Like nothing ever seen or heard...

 

However,

Sometimes I just plan to forget you...

 

Because,

I found myself too LOVE you...

Had you ever found yourself had 2 different characters?

 

Yes, I am... I found myself an Online me and an Offline me...

 

The online me is a funny person that willing to share all his idea and secret to anybody but the offline me just too shy to stay around with friends...

 

Hopefully I will change this strange behavior in the coming days and hope God will continue guide me thru the endless days...

I used to dedicate a special  message to her...

 

Just wanna to let her know,

I would regret if someone express themselves earlier than me...

 

If can, I would like the relationship become better,

but I will never force to get any extra development...

 

Even I can only look at her face once a day,

Its already far more than enough for me...

Even just hear her voice once a day,

I will statisfy everything for the whole day...

 

I understand that there is never a hope for me myself,

but at least if she happy, I'll be glad with that too...

 

May God bless her on the far long journey in this world....

This morning, when I first seated in front of my desk,

I had a sudden desire to change me MSN nick as ...DU893 - I like you very much!

 

I think there must be lots of friends of mine will misunderstand about it,

since not much of them understand what was DU893...

 

A Car Model or No.? A SuperBike Model or No.? or... A Gal's nick?

Haha...Its all wrong, DU893 is Desu Universiti Block 8-9-3, the most favorite place that I would visit at Penang Island!!!

 

That apartment living with 8 cute, pretty, handsome and awsome friends of mine whose all of them study at USM...2 Handsome Guys, 6 Cute & Pretty Gals...added with me a new pet for them that now writing this blog...Felix the Cat!!! (Occasionly, I am not one of the apartment members, just a hot visitor... :p...know them for around a month only...one of the guys from there is old friend of mine la..."Kevin-san", thanks for your kindness to bring me there oh..bwahahahaha...)

 

My mission there is to fix up all IT problems for them, althought I didn't charge any service fees..I think I earn "friendship" there...(Perhaps! Who knows? Come come...DU893 members...comment me on this...shot me also no problem...)

 

Anyway, really found that USM students were not simple...looks tiny and cute...but the mind is huge and dude...(Hope you get me...:D)

 

Wish all members of DU893 had a bright future in their studies and also future career...those take part singing competition one leh, wish you become the TOP! (Remember invite me to see your competition arh...)

 

OK..stop here la...lunch time over...

 

 

Had been working for around 2 years at Prai, Penang...

Found that my working life just as having honey that without taste...

 

However, I would like to ask myself,

is that the honey really no taste at all or there is problem with my own tongue?

 

At many moments, we blame others for treating us bad,

but had we realized that maybe problems came from our ownself?

 

I beg there is no problem with myself, if yes...hope God forgive me and correct me...

and too to my beloved friends and family.

 

Ever since I visit to my old friend's apartment, I found joy and faith there,

even I had to travel far to the destination, I found its worth me a living,

trying hard to repair PCs and laptops without service charge, its OK for me as I get credits in friendship...

 

Maybe I just too miss my college life, thats why I love to visit there so much...

Hope they love I visit there...until then...

 

Everyone in this world like to WIN...So do I...

Everyone don't wanna LOSE...So do I...

 

WIN doen't mean you are the greatest as your strengh will fade into the shadow of time,

LOSE doen't mean you will fail forever, as you will try hard to breakthrough yourself...

 

Our greatest enemies were not our competitors but our own self,

as we had to beat ourselve before we can beat others...

 

Lord, please refresh me with your almighty wisdom and blessing,

give me strengh to beat myself so I can understand there is a better tomorrow coming for me...

 

and let me DARE TO FAIL...