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October 24 Am I too easy to get feeling with gals?Sometimes, I just found myself too easy to had some strange feeling with girls...
Just would like to ask myself,
Am I LIKE them? or I just like them as Friends...
<...to be continue>
September 16 My words to DU893...Dear DU893,
You're beautiful beyond description,
Too marvellous for words,
Too wonderful for comprehension,
Like nothing ever seen or heard...
However,
Sometimes I just plan to forget you...
Because,
I found myself too LOVE you... September 03 An Online Me and Offine Me...Had you ever found yourself had 2 different characters?
Yes, I am... I found myself an Online me and an Offline me...
The online me is a funny person that willing to share all his idea and secret to anybody but the offline me just too shy to stay around with friends...
Hopefully I will change this strange behavior in the coming days and hope God will continue guide me thru the endless days... August 25 Special message dedicate to her...I used to dedicate a special message to her...
Just wanna to let her know,
I would regret if someone express themselves earlier than me...
If can, I would like the relationship become better,
but I will never force to get any extra development...
Even I can only look at her face once a day,
Its already far more than enough for me...
Even just hear her voice once a day,
I will statisfy everything for the whole day...
I understand that there is never a hope for me myself,
but at least if she happy, I'll be glad with that too...
May God bless her on the far long journey in this world.... August 24 I like DU893...This morning, when I first seated in front of my desk,
I had a sudden desire to change me MSN nick as ...DU893 - I like you very much!
I think there must be lots of friends of mine will misunderstand about it,
since not much of them understand what was DU893...
A Car Model or No.? A SuperBike Model or No.? or... A Gal's nick?
Haha...Its all wrong, DU893 is Desu Universiti Block 8-9-3, the most favorite place that I would visit at Penang Island!!!
That apartment living with 8 cute, pretty, handsome and awsome friends of mine whose all of them study at USM...2 Handsome Guys, 6 Cute & Pretty Gals...added with me a new pet for them that now writing this blog...Felix the Cat!!! (Occasionly, I am not one of the apartment members, just a hot visitor... :p...know them for around a month only...one of the guys from there is old friend of mine la..."Kevin-san", thanks for your kindness to bring me there oh..bwahahahaha...)
My mission there is to fix up all IT problems for them, althought I didn't charge any service fees..I think I earn "friendship" there...(Perhaps! Who knows? Come come...DU893 members...comment me on this...shot me also no problem...)
Anyway, really found that USM students were not simple...looks tiny and cute...but the mind is huge and dude...(Hope you get me...:D)
Wish all members of DU893 had a bright future in their studies and also future career...those take part singing competition one leh, wish you become the TOP! (Remember invite me to see your competition arh...)
OK..stop here la...lunch time over...
August 22 I miss my college life a lot...Had been working for around 2 years at Prai, Penang...
Found that my working life just as having honey that without taste...
However, I would like to ask myself,
is that the honey really no taste at all or there is problem with my own tongue?
At many moments, we blame others for treating us bad,
but had we realized that maybe problems came from our ownself?
I beg there is no problem with myself, if yes...hope God forgive me and correct me...
and too to my beloved friends and family.
Ever since I visit to my old friend's apartment, I found joy and faith there,
even I had to travel far to the destination, I found its worth me a living,
trying hard to repair PCs and laptops without service charge, its OK for me as I get credits in friendship...
Maybe I just too miss my college life, thats why I love to visit there so much...
Hope they love I visit there...until then...
Dare to Fail...Everyone in this world like to WIN...So do I...
Everyone don't wanna LOSE...So do I...
WIN doen't mean you are the greatest as your strengh will fade into the shadow of time,
LOSE doen't mean you will fail forever, as you will try hard to breakthrough yourself...
Our greatest enemies were not our competitors but our own self,
as we had to beat ourselve before we can beat others...
Lord, please refresh me with your almighty wisdom and blessing,
give me strengh to beat myself so I can understand there is a better tomorrow coming for me...
and let me DARE TO FAIL...
August 16 My little secret!!!Everyone had their untold stories, so do I...
I admit that I had many many secrets with me,
hide deeply in my heart.
Its suffering and a great burden to be kept,
but I think it will become worst if secrets been unview...
Early on that day, I take my first step to tell her my secret,
I know this must be a silly mistake as it a stage too early for me to tell so...
As per predict, she really reject me...but thanks her for acting in a soft way that will not hurt me much...
I should blame myself for can kept own secret...I should blame myself for hurting myself...
God..if there is still a chance for me, pls guide me thru the endless days...
Hope there is still a HOPE for me... It's my life!Remember that someone told me..."My life is meaningless!" while there also somebody told me.."I'm happy with my life!"
Why "Meaningless" ?!? Its because you can't get what you want...Why "Meaningful" ?!? Its because you already achieve something you want...
My life is full of "Meaningless" happennings as well as "Meaningful" happennings...Everyday, God is letting us gain life experiences via the "Test". You might felt it is hard to take the "Test", you might be suffer with it but I can tell that you had to taste the bitter before you can taste the honey.
Born in a poor family won't be any boundaries for you to be success in your career one day...
Born without a pretty face doesn't mean you can't make friends...
If really there's someone that treat you badly, remember that God is always besides you. Just that, do you want to seek His help.
May God bless us all and grant us the wisdom to manage our life in a more meaningful way!!! August 10 LIKE vs LOVEWhat is LIKE? What is LOVE?
LIKE is not LOVE, neither LOVE is LIKE...
You can LIKE everybody in this world but you can't LOVE everyone...
LOVE is a special gift that God created for us, no one can live without it. We LOVE our Family & Friends, but you just cannot go aorund and tell any body at the street that : "Hi! Nice to meet you, I LOVE you!" I think probably they will send you to Hospital Bahagia if you do so.
But God is different, He send His son, Lord Jesus to the world to save all of us for leading us to the eternity just because of a simple reason - He LOVE us. God LOVE is far more different with the LOVE that we all understand, its almighty and unshakable. Even you face the most worst situation, God still LOVE you. Even you had forget Him, He still LOVE you? Isn't it we should ashamed with if we didn't LOVE Him?
Nowadays, many youngsters had conflict between LIKE and LOVE. Having a feeling with opposite sex doesn't mean you LOVE him/her, its just you LIKE to be with him/her and happy to have activities together. If you LIKE a person, you will probably had the probability to DISLIKE or HATE his/her behaviour and actions.
However, LOVE is no boundaries. LOVE is so great that will let you like a blind man, loving a person both his/her good side and bad side. You will be no complain at all, even he/she had done something wrong, you will forgive him/her at no cost.
So don't struggle on LIKE and LOVE, be wise on it and choose a right choice. I'm not a expert, just share my opinion. Please feedback some comment if you want...10s... God...am I lost?God...am I lost? No, I think I had lose...
The world is too enough for me, just I don't have the faith to stand for it. Tomorrow never dies for me as I should die by tomorrow...
Again and again, testes had been taken yet I achieve a peace mind. Is that my life? Everytime it seems to be a new hope, the nightmare come follow at the back. I had too many secret cannot share with friends, once shared - I'm sure all will be scared away.
When will it be a better life for me and my family? I beg and pray to get an answer,,,, August 08 The New Hope...Thanks God! He always give us the things most great and surprising, and always greater than what we had asked... We just had to pray hard with our faith to God...but sure depends on what you pray to ask for...
 Recently, just had chance to visit to my friend's apartment that located at Sg. Dua near USM. Glad to be there as I found my meaning of living at Prai, Penang. Its too boring for me to be alone at Prai here, everyday recycle the same routine. Wake up, make up, go to office, breakfast, work, lunch, work, back home, dinner, movies, sleep, then the next day same shedule again... I just like a robot...sigh!
At my friend's apartment, I found full of joy and happiness there. At least I not a dumb there, people appreaciate my skills on repairing PCs and troubleshooting the network problem. Not like the boring job and colleagues at the office.
Somemore, my friend had a lot of female housemates...which guys won't be happy to visit there? However, its not good for me to behaviour like that, visit to my friend's apartment is just to spend my free time, not to "Kau Lui", somemore had to understnad my own self la, not "Leng Chai" how to "Kau Lui"...haha... end here la, want to go for lunch liao... Had been a long time didn't update my blog...Hi all,
Had been a long time didn't update my blog...
I understand my blog quite boring...but I really not much idea la...so you all give comments lo...
Thanks in advance ya... April 14 Today, there is just a big joke on me...I wonder that its that really my life, everytime when you just want to start a new relationship. The girl will tell you to stop... is there any problem with me? Nvm, just forget it...I think next time I had to keep secret regarding my feeling to girls...just to pretect myself... March 25 Face some problem for my KL Trip planningSigh! I face some problem for my KL trip planning. If only someone can fetch me when I reach KL... I mean fetch me to you there because I might stay at Subang... March 19 Want you all help me plan my KL trip on 30/04/2005Dear All, Would need your help to help me plan the KL trip like where to eat, where to play and most important "Where to Stay!" March 18 I plan to visit KL...Dear All, Would like to pay a visit to KL on 30/04/2005 but had to well prepare first due to my compact schedule. Would like to meet with some ex-collegemates and mainly is to find "her".... |
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