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August 16 My little secret!!!Everyone had their untold stories, so do I...
I admit that I had many many secrets with me,
hide deeply in my heart.
Its suffering and a great burden to be kept,
but I think it will become worst if secrets been unview...
Early on that day, I take my first step to tell her my secret,
I know this must be a silly mistake as it a stage too early for me to tell so...
As per predict, she really reject me...but thanks her for acting in a soft way that will not hurt me much...
I should blame myself for can kept own secret...I should blame myself for hurting myself...
God..if there is still a chance for me, pls guide me thru the endless days...
Hope there is still a HOPE for me... It's my life!Remember that someone told me..."My life is meaningless!" while there also somebody told me.."I'm happy with my life!"
Why "Meaningless" ?!? Its because you can't get what you want...Why "Meaningful" ?!? Its because you already achieve something you want...
My life is full of "Meaningless" happennings as well as "Meaningful" happennings...Everyday, God is letting us gain life experiences via the "Test". You might felt it is hard to take the "Test", you might be suffer with it but I can tell that you had to taste the bitter before you can taste the honey.
Born in a poor family won't be any boundaries for you to be success in your career one day...
Born without a pretty face doesn't mean you can't make friends...
If really there's someone that treat you badly, remember that God is always besides you. Just that, do you want to seek His help.
May God bless us all and grant us the wisdom to manage our life in a more meaningful way!!! August 10 LIKE vs LOVEWhat is LIKE? What is LOVE?
LIKE is not LOVE, neither LOVE is LIKE...
You can LIKE everybody in this world but you can't LOVE everyone...
LOVE is a special gift that God created for us, no one can live without it. We LOVE our Family & Friends, but you just cannot go aorund and tell any body at the street that : "Hi! Nice to meet you, I LOVE you!" I think probably they will send you to Hospital Bahagia if you do so.
But God is different, He send His son, Lord Jesus to the world to save all of us for leading us to the eternity just because of a simple reason - He LOVE us. God LOVE is far more different with the LOVE that we all understand, its almighty and unshakable. Even you face the most worst situation, God still LOVE you. Even you had forget Him, He still LOVE you? Isn't it we should ashamed with if we didn't LOVE Him?
Nowadays, many youngsters had conflict between LIKE and LOVE. Having a feeling with opposite sex doesn't mean you LOVE him/her, its just you LIKE to be with him/her and happy to have activities together. If you LIKE a person, you will probably had the probability to DISLIKE or HATE his/her behaviour and actions.
However, LOVE is no boundaries. LOVE is so great that will let you like a blind man, loving a person both his/her good side and bad side. You will be no complain at all, even he/she had done something wrong, you will forgive him/her at no cost.
So don't struggle on LIKE and LOVE, be wise on it and choose a right choice. I'm not a expert, just share my opinion. Please feedback some comment if you want...10s... God...am I lost?God...am I lost? No, I think I had lose...
The world is too enough for me, just I don't have the faith to stand for it. Tomorrow never dies for me as I should die by tomorrow...
Again and again, testes had been taken yet I achieve a peace mind. Is that my life? Everytime it seems to be a new hope, the nightmare come follow at the back. I had too many secret cannot share with friends, once shared - I'm sure all will be scared away.
When will it be a better life for me and my family? I beg and pray to get an answer,,,, August 08 The New Hope...Thanks God! He always give us the things most great and surprising, and always greater than what we had asked... We just had to pray hard with our faith to God...but sure depends on what you pray to ask for...
 Recently, just had chance to visit to my friend's apartment that located at Sg. Dua near USM. Glad to be there as I found my meaning of living at Prai, Penang. Its too boring for me to be alone at Prai here, everyday recycle the same routine. Wake up, make up, go to office, breakfast, work, lunch, work, back home, dinner, movies, sleep, then the next day same shedule again... I just like a robot...sigh!
At my friend's apartment, I found full of joy and happiness there. At least I not a dumb there, people appreaciate my skills on repairing PCs and troubleshooting the network problem. Not like the boring job and colleagues at the office.
Somemore, my friend had a lot of female housemates...which guys won't be happy to visit there? However, its not good for me to behaviour like that, visit to my friend's apartment is just to spend my free time, not to "Kau Lui", somemore had to understnad my own self la, not "Leng Chai" how to "Kau Lui"...haha... end here la, want to go for lunch liao... Had been a long time didn't update my blog...Hi all,
Had been a long time didn't update my blog...
I understand my blog quite boring...but I really not much idea la...so you all give comments lo...
Thanks in advance ya... April 14 Today, there is just a big joke on me...I wonder that its that really my life, everytime when you just want to start a new relationship. The girl will tell you to stop... is there any problem with me? Nvm, just forget it...I think next time I had to keep secret regarding my feeling to girls...just to pretect myself... March 25 Face some problem for my KL Trip planningSigh! I face some problem for my KL trip planning. If only someone can fetch me when I reach KL... I mean fetch me to you there because I might stay at Subang... March 19 Want you all help me plan my KL trip on 30/04/2005Dear All, Would need your help to help me plan the KL trip like where to eat, where to play and most important "Where to Stay!" March 18 I plan to visit KL...Dear All, Would like to pay a visit to KL on 30/04/2005 but had to well prepare first due to my compact schedule. Would like to meet with some ex-collegemates and mainly is to find "her".... |
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